Saturday, May 07, 2005
Somewhere along,
I lost my drive.
Mid-year have already started yet it doesn't motivate me to strive on. I once sked Yaoguo what motivates him and he told me various reasons. Sometimes learning about him studying puts me to shame. Sigh. And my Brother have to resort to treating me TCC, that is if I put in 100% effort, just to get me to study Math. Anyway, today's Math paper ain't difficult, if I had studied more.
Sometimes when question like "which subject are you weakest in or can't understand in" is posted to me, I will start pondering. Truth is, I ain't stupid. Serious. If I have been consistent from the beginning of the year, I could have performed to MY expectation. Sigh. Jia, you just have to learn being salt and light!
Talking to both my Butterfly and Bear. It's how funny I used to have frequent conflicts with Butterfly and now, we three, clique so well. Yes, we're anticipating to that ONE DAY in June to dress prettily and sit in Coffeebean for hours just to catch up, after the O level Chinese. We are a small family by itself - Happy House Island. Butterfly builds her own garden because she loves green, Bear providing her shoulder, hugs and her fur to keep us warm, and Me being the Queen Bee. :D here, are they!
Bear, Butterfly and Queen Bee. :D
It's late. I should turn in now. Nights, world!
maoed.]
at 12:29 AM
+++His child.
jiayi; jean. 060488// hope// sound ministry// neb1// grace's sheep// phs// 5compassion// basketball//
+++smiles.
Him// simpsonx// shuping// red.black.white// eight// violin// guitar// disney// animals// kids// adidas// bottoms// horror::thrillers// watermelon// peach// mango// tomato// tea// fish// white chocs// marshmellows// shopping// friendships
+++frowns.
noise// dirtiness// chili// pork// snake// comedies// thunders// lightnings//
+++memories.
chalet//
courageous camp//
devotees//
devotees`bbq//
faith camp//
firework`04//
foundation camp//
life in the kingdom//
neb//
phs`03//
phs'04//
seventeen//
siMpsOnx//
student conference//
the ultimate dare//
+++books.
a love worth giving// a woman's answer to anger// every young woman's battle// helping others without hurting yourself// journeys of friendship//
if you want to walk on water, you've got to get out of the boat// in the grip of grace// love beyond reason// loving God with all your mind// recapture the world//
the friendship's of women// traveling light// wild at heart// words that hurt words that heal//
